Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Promises, Promises .......

Promises, seems that is all I am doing for this blog.  The SAD is becoming depression or has become.  I make it to work and home, feed the hooligans and myself then sit and watch the evil TV.  If it wasn't for Tag Tuesday at the local scrapbook store and the chiropractic appointments that I take my Mom to, I wouldn't go any where.
So here is my thoughts, I am afraid to look at last years goals for the year, I am pretty sure I accomplished few.  I NEED to pull myself out of this rut before it becomes a deep dark hole.  There is no reason, there never is a reason for depression.  I should be happy, there will be a new family member early next year, our first grandbaby.  Then I think they are so far away, and I get feeling down again about missing so many things that will happen in the first few years of the baby's life.  I worry because I am not there for my daughter.  I will be out in Ottawa when the baby is born and a few week to help.  Small house lots of people not sure how that will work out.

There is a new gym opening in the building where I work.  I am trying to decide whether to join or not. It's about $40 per month twice what I was paying at the last place - mind you we got into an awesome deal there, but didn't use it enough to continue the membership.  Now that getting home right after work is not an issue, I could work out for an hour or take a fitness class.  I don't know what to do.

Even my card making has been non existent, I have Christmas cards to get out to the wonderful ladies on the Ragdoll Forum, some of these have to make it across the world.  Goal to have them in the mail Monday at latest.
So here are a few pictures from the summer and fall - at least I will full fill part of the promise to put pictures up here
My husband and I walking Sheena down the "aisle"
























Matt and Sheena


Those are the only ones I have in photobucket, I'll add more a little later

Have I even posted MonAimee and Mani Rune pictures?  They are almost 7 months old now and Mani Rune or Rune for short is huge.

Here is Freya, Freyr and Rune waiting at the door while I was outside taking pictures
















you can see that Rune on the right is almost as big as Freya on the left

and of course my snuggle bum MonAimee





















That is all I have at the moment but I do have more and must practice what I did learn at my photography class.
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1 comment:

Kitcaboodles said...

Oh my goodness those balls of fluff are absolutely adorable - I'm in love!! (Sookie is sitting by my side, looking a bit jealous).

Sorry to hear that you've been feeling so down. Maybe you could set yourself a little challenge each week, either to make a blog post or do something crafty. It doesn't have to be a big thing, but will give you that sense of accomplishment when you do it (well it does for me anyway).

My sister is pregnant too, she lives about 4 hours away from me in Liverpool (UK) so I'm a bit worried that I'm going to miss out on a lot... I'm not even sure how soon I'll be able to go and visit after the baby is born because work is so crazy for me at the moment. BUT I am looking forward very much to being an auntie for the first time :)

P.s. lovely wedding pictures x